Here are some photos taken recently, at Sentosa. Will be going there again soon.. Ok, don't complain that I'm going there too often.. I need a good tan! And catch up with people of course. Of should I just wait till the casino is done? That'll be a long long time from now. No. So I will still go there often.. Lalala.


Hehe I took this photo. A bit blur, but I think it's nice. Look he drooled on his shirt! Wahahaha. No la. We were perspiring profusely from walking around in the hot sun.



Haha. Ok. Look at the sign.


He took this picture.. Quite blur.. But ok la I like the effect.. Muahahaha.


This is the evening sky. Another of his works.


My favourite picture!


I was very bored actually, waiting for him to decide where we should explore. Then I realised he was taking my photos stealthily! I found that funny, lol. So I laughed lor.


Me, me! I took this! Cute right. Kiddy face. Wahaha.




Yeah. We saw this at Sentosa. There was this lorry I think. And there were 2 people on the lorry playing ping-pong. They were too far, couldn't make out their faces. Should be some celebrity of course. But I didn't watch the show, so I don't know who they are.




Oh!! The monkey with the red buttocks! Hahahaha.. He's eating something. I can't remember what though. A fruit if I'm not wrong.


Here's another one, looking bored. Haha. They went to pick coconuts after we took photos of them. Lol.

This is taken at Sakae Sushi at Harbourfront Centre. I came out with a story line for this. Haha.

Looking at the menu, so focused! No wonder he doesn't know I'm taking photos of him.


Ok, try getting in his view. Can you see me?


Wil: Hm? What's that? Taking photos of me?


Wil: Ok lor. Na. Let you take la.


Wil: Hm? Still Haven't finish taking ah?


Wil: Hmhh.. What to do.. I'm too good-looking right....

Anyway, forgot to introduce. The girl in green top is our birthday girl Vivien! The girl in colourful top with a cute face and hair tied up is Faith, also the person who kindly brought the camera so we could have such beautiful pictures taken! The girl in blue and black striped top is Mitchell! The one in purple top is of course, me! :D

Here are some pictures taken on Vivien's birthday celebration at Changi Village. Haha.. Can be found on Faith's blog, but never mind I'll blog anyway.

This is the BEFORE LOOK. The dishes from left (clockwise): Char Kway Teow, Nasi Lemak, Sambal Stingray, Satay (Chicken and Mutton), Fried Carrot Cake, Wanton Mee, Ba Chor Mee, and right in the middle is Vegetables in oyster sauce. Haha. The four glasses are Sugarcane Drinks. :D


The picture is a little blur.. Blame it on the guy whom we asked to help ask take the photo. And NO, the person in white behind us is NOT A GHOST.


Obviously, this is the AFTER LOOK. Haha.. Cleared everything! Woohoo!


I know you can't really see this very well.. It says, "Changi Village". You can find this at the top of the hotel, which Siew thinks is called Le Meridien Changi.

Photos taken on the rooftop of the hotel:


Pose #1: Act cheeky with the "come here" look. Wriggle fingers.


Pose #2: Laugh at the camera. "Haha you stupid camera"


Pose #3: Step by step.. Cheese!


Pose #4: Legs crossed to your right please!

There are more of course, but I don't want people to scream at me if they cannot load my blog. Haha. So here it is. Plus, I have some other photos to show you guys too. Later post. Depends on mood. Lalalala.

Oops.. I just woke up not long ago.. Thank goodness the "healthy living" plan was canceled, or else I'd have a hard time trying to wake up early in the morning! Ok let me blog about yesterday..

Yesterday I met up with Jean early in the morning at Tanah Merah MRT platform before heading to Woodlands together. We were to meet up with a few others from Youth For Christ (I think) to do social work at 2 primary schools - Townsville and Woodlands. On our way there, hoho, we were super crazy. Chatting like there's no tomorrow, discussing about everything that comes to mind. Funniest part is when we were talking about The Sims, the funny actions that The Sims does, the gibberish that The Sims say, the funny things that can happen when playing The Sims.. Haha. The trip was quite long, but thank goodness we had each other's company. We got there, and the rest were waiting for us at Burger King. I can't really remember their names yet, because they don't have Christian names.. Haix. Anyway I know one is called Vincent, and one that we met later at Woodlands Primary is called Yalin. That's all I remember. Haha. We walked to Woodlands Primary, the school is quite newly built I think. The kids look quite innocent.. Haha. And oh, I miss primary school food! So I went to buy Mee Siam, and had 2 fishballs and a nugget before that. Haha. But, my stomach felt weird weird after my Mee Siam.. =P

The kids at Woodlands Primary are so rowdy! Haha. But I'm quite ok with that, because sometimes it's funny to watch them behaving like a chao ah beng, while deep down I know that they're just trying to act like one, to warn people not to trifle with them. Seriously, they have got a lot more to learn if they wanna be a chao ah beng. Of course, we don't want that la! They are under the Superstarz (or something like that) program. So we're supposed to make sure they finished their homework, and then.. Not really sure. Like try to instill some morals in them, teach them about life skills. They have different programs for each session. We had games yesterday. The kids were quite enthusiastic about playing games. Jean and I are teamed up to be the facilitators for the Simon Says station. The kids were separated into groups, and were required to complete every station. We made the kids do funny things, like hit their buttocks, tickle their armpits, scratch their tummys. Haha.. I had a good laugh! Yada yada, we had to take a cab and rush down to Townsville Primary.

There was no time for lunch, and we were even late for the session at Townsville! The kids were not as rowdy as the Woodlands bunch, but gosh, the 2 kids at my table sure quibble a lot! Irritating, because I don't like to listen to such nonsensical attacks on each other. Even Jean could hear what they were quarreling about from her side of the room! The group at my table were doing this English paper. Wah, I could vomit blood! They just cannot seem to concentrate on what they are doing. They were quarreling about who's copying who's answers and such. I had to resort to threats. Grr. Not that it was of any use. Also, they seem to have problems spelling simple words like "run". When I asked the boy beside me, what's the present tense of ran? He said run. And he wrote down that looked something like this: ruanan. I'm like, huh?!? Wah I nearly fainted. Ok never mind about them. There's this boy that I took a particular liking to. He's soooo cute! Oh I wish I had taken a photo of him! He's primary 4, but he's so small, so adorable! He looks like he's in his kindergarten years, or maybe in primary 1, since he's in primary school. Haha. We all like him very much. Hee.

Well, the thing finally ended, Jean and I were sooooo happy! That's because we finally get to eat our cheesecake! We rushed out of the school in the wrong direction, and couldn't find the bus stop that bus 22 stops at. We were a bit lost, so in the end we went back to Townsville Primary where Vincent was waiting for us, and he brought us to the bus stop. We looked like those gan cheong ah sohs with disheveled hair. The bus ride took about an hour, Jean and I continued to chat, but we were really tired, after a whole day's work. Vincent came along with us to Coffee Bean too. He bought the Triple Decker, Jean bought Raspberry Cheesecake, and I bought the Chicago Cheesecake! -swoon- Here it is:

From left in clockwise manner: My Chicago Cheesecake! The Triple Decker. Raspberry Cheesecake.

Alright, Don't drool, guys. Haha. Yep, we enjoyed our treat to ourselves tremendously! Ok maybe it's only me. I was really happy! After waiting for soooo many days. Haha. But I was too full after that. No. WE were too full after that. Imagine we had to eat dinner like an hour after eating the cakes. Haha.

I met Wilson after my dinner at home, to catch a movie at Cineleisure. We watched S Diary. Haha. Don't really get it, but ok, some parts were quite hilarious. Was too exhausted after that, and we went home.

Not much plans for today.. Wanted to watch The Pacifier myself, but I woke up too late. =P Going to TJ to visit the choir again, and also meet up with Huijun and maybe Debbie, and get tickets for the SYF! Lalala. Talking to dearest dear now. :D

I'm home about 40 minutes ago.. Met Vivien, Faith and Mitchell at Changi Village for Vivien's birthday celebration.. We had another crazy eating event.. We spent about $40 on food.. Faith took a picture of the food.. We had ba chor mee, wanton mee, char kway teow, the supposedly famous nasi lemak, satay, stingray, otah, fried carrot cake, oyster sauce vege (that costs us $6!! just for a few stalks of plants!) and sugarcane juice.

We chatted a lot, stuffed ourselves with those food that probably just added another 1000 calories to each of us.. After the feast, we took a stroll to digest the food in the stomach while admiring the night scene.. It's quite a nice place.. Not many people there.. Really suitable for couples, that's what we thought. Mitchell and Faith were eager to see ba poks.. Pengz. We decided on another meeting on Wednesday.. Planned to go cycling at Pasir Ris Park, then back to my house to work out at the gym, play pool, then dinner. After planning, we went to this hotel at Changi Village.. I can't remember what's the name of the hotel. We went up to the rooftop.. It's beautiful! We took a lot of photos at the rooftop.. Funny poses.. Quite hilarious. We left after that, because Faith wanted to rush home to watch some show on channel 5. I'm glad we left early, because I managed to get home and see Ru Hua on TV! So now I know the show is on Sundays.....

Tired, old and withering tree now. Need sleep, need sleep..

Ok. I'm dead tired for now. Which is a good thing, because I haven't been able to sleep well/early (turning in hours for me was like 3-4am!) I slept around 3 plus last night, (suspecting a case of insomnia here. whatever way you spell insomnia la) and had to wake up around 8plus this morning. Ok to many people, that was quite a lot of sleep already I guess. But I didn't feel like I slept enough. Nonetheless, I dragged myself up to get changed and meet Xueli at TJ. We planned to take a look at the choral exchange between TJChoir, NJChoir and HCJChoir. Of course, main motive was to visit Ms Tham and Ms Lim! Too tired to type out details..

The exchange ended, we had an eye-opener! NJ and HCJC are good.. Except for this weird posture that I couldn't help but notice. Anyway, me and Xueli left for Bugis after that. Had lunch at Mos Burger, talked about the beautiful Apple's iBook until I was so eager to take a closer look at it! (First spot it on tv, and kept thinking about it after that..) So we went to SimLim, went to alot of shops, looked at iBook, mp3 players, digicams. Went back to Bugis, had a drink, then accompanied Xueli to his Japanese class before I head back to Bugis to shop around. After his class ended, we went to Pasir Ris MRT control to wait for the rest of the choir alumni people to turn up. Bought sushi, waited for Zhangyi to finish his Chou Chou, the rest came, and we headed for his house. People are few, but progress is quite good I guess. Was a little more reassured after the practice. We went for supper at Mac after that. Me, Amanda, Winnie, Jared, Xueli, Charles, Zhangyi. Chatted a lot, talked a lot of funny stuff. Nostalgic yi xia. I'm glad I was well entertained by so many people and kept busy today. That makes me tired, so I would be able to sleep earlier tonight. Ok. Not very early liao. Super super super exhausted. Ciao~

F:

size="2">You've come upon a Rough
Stretch. Can
you make it through? You've come upon hard times.
Things aren't looking so good
to you and your life has seem to collapse into a
downward spiral. You've lost
your way and can't seem to find the right path to
take. You are probably
depressed and feeling lonely as you've lost sight
of those who love you. You may
wander through this road with a few others like you
and are able to comfort them
as they comfort you, but it is not enough. You've
lost something, maybe someone
close, and with it you lost your faith in life.
You're probably confused and
unsure what to do next. But the way will become
clear eventually. It always
does. This stretch that lies before you seems
never-ending and not worth
traveling. But don't let yourself fall, you may
have stumbled upon this,
but pick yourself up as best you can and hold on to
that little bit of faith you
have. The road isn't as endless as it seems. All
things, good and bad must come
to and end. This too shall pass and you'll be
amazed at what good lay beyond it
if you just find the strength within yourself to
try and make it.

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I got this quiz from Lydea's blog.. Ok la quite amusing..

Ok.. Some quick comments here.. I don't know what's that about serenity.. I don't really feel like I'm really serene right now.. I'm quite calm now though, but definitely not inspiring.. And neither am I a really level-headed person.. Ok, so they mentioned "nearly always" level-headed.. Peaceful appearance? Lol.. Good joke. Soothing and beautiful voice? -- has anyone heard me laugh my monstrous laugh?? Oh motherly figure.. Ok now that explains why so many people calls me "mother".. Quote "You don't show much emotion which may make you appear emotionless and distant at times, but you are most likely a very empathetic individual" I quite like this one. That's probably the only thing that's true about me. Ok maybe not exactly the second half of the sentence. Haha. Everyone knows I get high easily. When am I really calm? Lol maybe I should work for the UN if I'm really that inspiring and if I can really come up with peaceful solutions. "Animal: Swan" Now, that's flattering, since swans are beautiful creatures! Then again, I'm still young. So I'm an ugly duckling. Yes, I like blue. But GREEN?! No way. Reassuring smile......... Hm.. Most of the time I need people to do the reassuring.. Hey. Wrong. My hair colour is brown, and so are my eyes. Then again, those mentioned about are supposed to be representative.. If only I have blue eyes!!!

H:

Your Beauty lies
in Serenity. Calm, inspiring, and nearly always
level-headed. You have a
peaceful appearance, people know they can trust you
and come to you for advice.
You probably have a soothing and beautiful voice to
match you and you are seen
as a mature, motherly figure. You don't show much
emotion which may make you
appear emotionless and distant at times, but you
are most likely a very
empathetic individual. You keep your head in bad
situations and are calm even in
good ones. You probably wear more flowing clothing
in light pastel colors and
one of your most beautiful feature is your smooth
and young face. Some people
may even be inspired simply by your presence, you
would make a great mediator or
negotiator as people know they can trust and count
on you for a peaceful
solution.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Water, Wind Animal: Swan Color:
Blues, Greens, Pastels Song:
Only Time by Enya Expression: Reassuring
Smile

Gemstone:
Amethyst Mythological Creature: Elfin Kind
Planet: Neptune
Hair Color: Light Blonde Eye Color:
Blue

Quote:
"Peace and trust take years to build and
seconds to shatter."

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Spent the afternoon with my aunt, jiejie and korkor-in-law-to-be.. We were at the bridal shop.. And my cousin was trying on her wedding gown.. She was nervous, but excited at the same time.. I guess that's how all brides feel.. Even thought my cousin was not exactly beautiful or anything, but you can feel it radiating from within her.. That feeling of happiness, the blessed look on the face.. I certainly felt happy for her too.. Looking at her don in her wedding gown, deciding on every single detail to make her Big Day perfect.. Guess it really feels good to get married.. I'm lucky enough.. Though I'm not the one getting married, I get to play a big part in her wedding too -- her bride's maid. It's been something I've been looking forward to, because I get to dress up and look pretty, style my hair (and hopefully minimal make-up on me only).. My cousin is quite a funny person.. It's her wedding, but she kept asking for my opinions! Lol. She asked me about the dress, invitation card, the ceremony buffet, alot of stuff. I'm really honoured that she values my opinions so much!

So.. Anyway, we were deciding on her evening gown's design today, after she tried out her day-time gown. By the way, the designer and his assistant complimented my arms! Woohoo! So flattered. But yah, what's the use man. It's only arms. Oh.. Then, we saw a few models strolled in for interview.. And there's this particular one that's super gorgeous! Long slim legs, beautiful complexion, flowy hair, big beautiful eyes.. *swoon* Next came a few male models. There's a particular one that's tall and super handsome, with this wistful look in his eyes. I wanted to take photos with him! But my aunt and the rest were there.. Not very nice to do it when the models are there for interview..

Ok then we went back to my aunt's place for dinner.. Discussing about her gown and all.. Quite envious, really.. But I know my turn will never come.. So yah. Just immerse myself in the mood and be happy about being a bride's maid! My korkor (jiejie's brother) came back.. Had quite a heated argument with my jiejie.. All started from me mentioning my shepherd's pie.. Sigh. My fault.. So my aunt brought him downstairs for a stroll.. My jiejie cried.. And she was like really raging.. She spilled all the bad stuff about my korkor in front of me, my korkor-in-law-to-be, and my grandma.. Ok la I know my korkor isn't really very nice.. But what she said made me worried... I lent him $70!! I wonder if I'll ever get it back.. Sigh. And I'm in such a tight financial situation some more. *cross-fingers* Anyone wanna adopt me? Give me treats? I willingly accept..

So yah, I'm home now.. And wanna thank Ting for listening to my more personal ramblings.. Really thanks a lot.. :)

Watched The Interpreter with Shin, Cherie & Cherie's friends.. I shall leave the elaboration part to Cherie.. Go read her blog.

Was walking home from the MRT station.. There was this man standing near the small gate of my condo.. He looked like he was waiting for someone.. I don't know, none of my concern.. But I guess it is of the guard's concern.. I'm refering to the security guard who was guarding that small gate.. Apparently, he seemed a little bothered about that man "loitering" around.. And asked me about him. Obviously I don't know the man.. But I dismissed it as the guard's job to ask such questions.. Then the guard continued talking.. And I don't know how the hell he linked that to his wife.. Told me about why be bothered about such people.. (Look who's talking. I wasn't even bothered in the first place lor) Then he said he couldn't be bothered about his wife too. Where she went, whether she comes back or not.. I wasn't quite sure what the guard was rambling about, because I was trying to slip away.. From what I could make out of those ramblings, I think he has some personal problems with his wife.. I said good night, and I walked off.. He was still muttering a little.. Looks like he's the dangerous one, not the "loitering" man.. Ok la that's really mean of me. He's quite pitiful I guess. Nobody to talk to while on shift. I guess men just want their wives to be gentle, understanding, considerate, magnanimous etc.. Too bad. I'm not. Go find Cherie. She makes a good wife! (Plus point: she can cook!) Man. I'm hungry again. Ok.. I shall go hunt for food..

I have something to blog about today! I suspect I had fever last night.. Ok I wasn't sure.. Couldn't find my thermometer.. But anyway, it was a weird feeling.. My face was hot, my neck was hot, my body was hot.. But my hands were cold! So were my feet.. Like only the end of the limbs. I switched on my air-con to cool myself down.. (Remember I said I was going for a stroll last night to cool myself down? Haha I think I got worse instead.) But I was hiding under the blanket, because I felt super cold! Then, I started feeling hot again. Ok I'm crazy, I know. I think I felt hot because I was under my blanket, and the heat was trapped in the blanket. Plus, my bolster and pillow absorbed my heat too. So I felt hot and uncomfortable. What happens next is just tossing and turning till I slept..

Ok.. I'm a bad girl, because I just got home at like midnight (ooh cinderella) and I don't intend to sleep yet.. Was at Ting's house just now, helping her with her portfolio (more like she's doing the thing and I'm trying to keep her calm) and went to eat prata with Wilson for supper after that.. So that's the super summarized version of the day's happenings.. Oh and how can I missed that out. Forgot to say I've been playing computer games for the past few days. Really. That's it. Ok la other than eating drinking bathing breathing, playing computer games is what I've been doing most of the time. Feel like a lifeless person.

Waiting for the NTUC Income to call me, hoping to get more offers from those universities who haven't replied, waiting for my ex-tuition teacher's email.. But nah, nothing happened. So... I've decided to blog. Just ramblings.. Type what comes to mind.. And kick coherence out of my dictionary for now.

Ok.. As you people can tell.. I'm quite bored.. Come talk to me when you see me on msn, or leave a msg on the tagboard.. So I'll know that at least there're some people interested in what I'm doing (although my life has been quite monotonous for now).. Sorry to say, I love attention too (Yes, 3 jie. Another reason why we're born on the same day). Ok, I DEMAND ATTENTION. Attention please!! Anybody out there remembers my existence??? Man, I really don't remember feeling so alone and.. Alone. I mean, I look back in my life, and I have loads of friends. To think so many people used to ask me out till I gotta keep a schedule. Now my schedule book seemed so useless. Feeling empty here.. So I wouldn't mind a little bit (or a lot) more love.. Yeah and that reminds me.. My 3 jie wanna hold a competition.. See who gets the most roses on our birthday.. If she loses then she gotta fork out another $50 to our birthday chalet.. If I lose then I gotta accept whatever punishment she comes up with.. (that's because I'm rather broke la.. And not to mention I'm trying to save up for overseas studying.. As for now, I think I should save up to buy myself roses..) I kinda admit defeat already.. Haha.. Just hope nothing pops into her mind except for dunking me into the pool.. That sounds quite ok.. (Cos I can swim. Haha)

*Pointing at myself* Bad mood. Am considering a "hate list" in my blog.
1. I hate it when people scold me. Ok la fine whatever. It may be my fault, I deserve scolding, BUT I just hate it when people scold me.
2. I hate listening to vulgarities. Yeah I know I use them quite a lot like how my fucking left foot is hurting right now.
3. Ok I can't really think of more right now, but I sure hate cockroaches and rats especially when they're within 10 metres from me.
4. Did I say I hate a hell lot of smokers? Just people who smoke. Especially in my face. Hate them hate them hate them.

Sigh. I used to have tons of tutorials to do! And now I'm stuck to playing games. Not that life like this is not good.. But now, I'd rather keep myself busy. Maybe abit of homework. Not as hectic as TJ life. That'll be good. Plus, I hate TJ. Not the choir, not the friends, not the teachers (selected ones), just the school and the system etc. I know. TJ sucks. So does the Singapore's education system. A levels are fucked up. So is the student council in TJ. (oops that line must have offended a hell lot of people) Yes, I know all of that! But I don't need people telling that in my face. I know the school sucks, I know almost everything about it sucks, BUT I hate it when people tell me how fucked up my school (or ex-school) is when it is associated with me. What're you trying to say? That I'm as fucked up as well? I know I am. Hate to admit it, YES, I am a fucked up TJCian. Lucky for people who do well, they are not as fucked up as I am. Yah la. Very good, smart people. Try make me feel even more inferior. Go on. So what if I'm ignorant? So what if I'm not smart? Grr. I feel like biting people's heads off. Argh. I'm such a bad person. God must be ashamed of me!!! But I need to let my steam off. Sorry..

Smart people are not at the top of my "admiring list" now. People who can shower me with lotsa love and attention are at the top now. Try make it to the top, people. I should go down for a stroll and cool off now. And repent. Stop spouting those fucking vulgarities.

Oops, haven't blog-ed for a week. Cannot remember the past week's happenings.. Not like I've the energy to try and recall anything now. Just came back from a 3D/2N chalet yesterday.. It was fun of course.. Shan't elaborate on that.. Haha. Shall just simply blog about today..

PS & MC came over to my house today.. We went jogging.. One round around my estate area is enough to send us panting.. Ok la.. It was quite a big round, and considering the slope we had to run up and laughing whilst running and having not jogged in like ages, that was quite good already.. After that, we ended up at the gym enjoying the air-con and attempting to exercise.. Bored.. Left gym.. Went to MC's house hoping to drink Milo.. (reliving old times, like what we did after PE when we were in TJ) Went back to my place to change and swim.. Played with bubbles, bubbles! Bathed, changed, went to 85 market for lunch.. MC went home.. Me & PS went to Bedok.. PS went to book her FTT, while I went to NTUC to buy ingredients for my shepherd's pie.. Went to grams house for dinner (sumptuous!) and went back to NTUC to buy eggs for Cherie, then headed for Cherie's house.. Excited! But too tired to describe the excitement now. Just know that it was exciting. Well so I was getting the ingredients ready. Cherie helped me boil the potatoes, while I diced the chicken fillets. Grr. She insisted that my dicing skills are very funny! Ok la. She explained to me. She said I looked rigid and systematic when I do that. And she said that cooking is about creativity etc. PROTEST! Hey I'm a beginner for goodness' sake. And I'm a TJ science student. Whatever remaining brain cells I've left don't contain much creativity in them. And I've probably used them all up for crapping up lame jokes to entertain people. Haha. Marinated the chicken, fried them, etc. Ok, so whilst I was there, she whipped up 2 fruit cakes! With my help of course. Muahahaha. My first attempt at separating egg yolk from egg white as well! Successful! So I've increased 2 cooking skill points today! (Go play Sims, people) Learnt a lot, chatted a lot, the pie turned out successful.... happy girl today! Oh, and we were thinking of having a chalet to celebrate our birthday! Hehe. Plan in progress..

So I left her house after the first successful attempt at the pie, went to Wil's house to let him and his mum sample the pie. Hehe. Delivered the fruit cakes too. Glad they liked it! *beams* Then I stayed on for a while and chatted, before I head home..

So I'm home now.. Had my bath.. Tired.. Maybe make another pie tomorrow.. And I just realised my scalp is peeling.. Must have been sunburnt.. Poor me.. Haha. Oh whatever. At least I get to get tanned. Lalala. Bedtime! Anyway, a BIG THANKS to Cherie for lending me her house and letting me mess up her kitchen!! :D Looking forward to increase my cooking skill points.. Hehe

Ok.. I guess that's enough for now. Time for bathe.. Haha.

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

Sorry, I thought I must put this in! Wanna laugh at the last line. Only one guy is silly enough to fall for me. =P Quite a compliment though. Muahahaha.

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

Hehe. So who was the moron who said I'm 50-50?

You Will Die at Age 61

61 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

If this really is true, then I can forget about our Happy Golden 50 Years..

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

Beware of me!

I got this from Cherie's blog! So I thought I'll try it out..

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Ok.. So I'm kinda not acting my age.. Haha.. Who cares? I'm young at heart!

I don't like rainy days, because I don't like getting wet. But today is a special day, because I went down and out into the open to receive the rain! My mood was quite dampened by it actually, because I missed my prince charming and wanted to watch the dvds with him. Haha. Prince Charming told me it is because the sky loves me and was sad that I'm missing prince charming instead of the sky, so it's crying! Awwww... Poor sky. I was so touched that the sky was crying for me! (Ok, fantasizing a little, but no harm right?) So I went to bathe in the tears that the sky shed for me! Then the rain became a drizzle, but never ending. I guess that's like me, even when I'm sad, I cry, and finally stop crying, I'll still sob a little, because the heartache just won't go away. It felt good to embrace the rain though. :)

Came back to bathe, and then went to Wil's house to watch dvd.. Bridget Jones' Diary. Haha. Quite hilarious, though some parts a little confusing. I guess there are quite a lot of their local jokes, that's why we couldn't comprehend those parts. Went to my grandma's house for dinner, and went to buy some cookies, toothpaste and breakfast for tomorrow. My cousin had some problem with her foot.. So she went down to the clinic.. Before that, my aunt (her mum) went to get the queue number for her.. And after that, her boyfriend came to accompany her while she was waiting at the clinic.. I was a little envious, a little jealous.. Other than the time when I had really high fever when I was a kid, and the time when I had a lump on my forehead also when I was a kid, my parents have not accompanied me to the doctor since.. Felt a little sad, because the only times when I had company when I go to the doc, was when I pon school with my choir friends..

Actually, I remembered there was once Yan Ming accompanied me to the doc.. Quite funny actually, because I felt quite sick, and there wasn't anyone to go with me.. So I got him, for what reasons, I don't know. We know that waiting at the polyclinic takes ages, so he went off to play CS first. Haha.. Pengz. He was really thoughtful though.. He insisted that I eat porridge because I was sick.. So he accompanied me to eat porridge at the food centre at bedok central.. Before that, he nearly wanted to come over to my house to cook porridge! Haha.. At least there's somebody to take care of me while I was sick.. Lol. Such a nice kor.. But now mei not as important as his girlfriend aka future-wife aka my future sis-in-law.. Haha.. Another time was when I need to get MC for I can't remember what.. Also sick if I didn't remember wrongly.. I asked Uncle Daniel and Ah ma whether they wanna accompany me to the polyclinic.. I can't remember why it's such a weird combo.. Come to think of it, quite funny.. Hahahaha.. They were quite bored la I guess.. Poor things. Haha. Quite sad actually. Felt as though I forced them to accompany me. Oh well.. Still envious of my cousin. At least, people willingly bring her to the doc.

And so I'm at home now, getting into the moody state again. Which is bad. It only occurs when night falls. Quite weird right. Was talking to Siew, about what I can't remember.. Was talking to Jean, and woohoo, AHSchoir got GOLD!!! But according to Uncle Daniel, we're not in choral excellence anymore.. Which is.. Weird. Like whose should I listen? Whatever.. Then I was talking to Cherie, Ting and Vincent Wong Wee Ting.. (Sorry I just cannot help but call his full name) Ok la nothing much, just pretending to be 4 old ladies (Yes, again Vincent Wong Wee Ting becomes a poor bisexual victim here..) gossiping.. Now it's down to 2 of us, and that will be Ting and me.. Then it will be down to 1, because I'm gonna go bathe! Ok, so Wil is gonna scold me for sleeping late again.. Haha. Hm.. But he won't know unless he reads my blog, which he doesn't. So it's ok for tonight! *cheeky look*

I just came home from supper! Hee hee.

I received a letter of offer from the University of Western Australia! But darn that school, the fees per semester increased by 1.2K!! Imagine the course was supposed to be 4.5 years long. So 4.5 X 2 (sems per year) X 1.2K = 10.8K!!! And the course duration is extended for another 1 year, which I don't know why. That is quite ridiculous, imo. A single degree is supposed to last for 3 years. So if I take the 2 degrees separately, that would add up to 6 years, which is only 1 sem longer than the double degree that UWA offered. I'm like, what the !~$#&%??!! Then why on earth should I accept the offer?? So, lemme calculate.. Adding another year's fees would be 10.8K + 9.7K X 2 = 30.2K!! Pengz. Considering that 30.2K is the additional fees that you gotta pay if you study in 2006 instead of 2005. Darn. They think international students really wealthy. Shoot them. 30.2K can buy a second hand car in SG liao lor! GRR.. Was quite happy at first. Then after all the calculation, I felt so disappointed. Sigh.. Ok.. Wait for the other universities to reply me first..

Well, that was yesterday when I got the letter. In the afternoon, I met Sinsiu for lunch (supposed to be a mudpie outing initially, but I was too hungry because I didn't have lunch before our meeting) at NYDC Heeren. It's a new experience, because all along I've always patronised the branch at Suntec City. We had our mudpie, it was simply lip-smacking! Then we walked around Heeren, yada yada, walked back to Orchard MRT, passing by SFF on the way.. But no, we didn't get to meet Wilson la. I left for the alumni practice, and Sinsiu went to take a walk on her own.. I was early for the meeting, and met Amanda who was on the same train as I did! So we went down to the park connector (where it is supposed to be windier and less stuffy) and sat and talked, trying to prove that parks are not for couples too.. Haha. Ok, crappy la. We were just waiting for the rest to turn up.. Huijun was next.. And then slowly the rest arrived. Practice was short and sweet, thank goodness, because I was quite tired, I don't know why.. Yet after I got home, I came out again to meet Wilson for supper at 85 market. I missed the last bus when I wanted to go home.. Sigh then gotta walk all the way back. I was super beat man, and to think I had to wake up at 6 this morning to get ready for singing in church today.

So, what do I have to say about today..? Had singing la.. I looked like a stone panda.. My conductress Dora and my piano teacher Pat were quite concerned about me.. About my problems I guess.. Really sweet of them.. Hm.. We were supposed to have this choir camp in M'sia at end of April.. I was really excited about it initially, but I don't think it is possible for me to go now, considering that I will need the money and I will need to get my passport from my mum.. Really disappointed.. So I told them that I wouldn't be able to go.. They told me they could help me if it is money problems.. So nice of them.. If only they could also sponsor my overseas studying! Haha. Hm.. Then after I got home again today, Pat called me.. She's really nice.. Helping me get a job and all that.. Then right after that, Dora sms-ed me to ask if i want a camp at ntuc over some weekend instead of going overseas. Haha.. No wonder they are cousins. Lol. Then I replied her, and said I don't mind, up to them really. However, there's this girl who went to renew her passport and all the hassle just for the trip.. So I reminded Dora about her.. And she said she knows, but no worry, will make it up to her. And I was like.. WAH!! I'm so gan dong.. They're doing this for me! Really quite touched.. To me, that's more like showing God's love.. They don't just dismiss it as nothing when I'm in a bad state, instead they approach me and ask me if I need help.. Unlike other people who only approach me when they need my help..

Other than that today, the day had been quite boring.. Went to buy plasters after singing, and went home to finish reading my book and then sleep.. So now here I am, blogging.. Wish life wouldn't suck so much. I'm so sick of it.

Been thinking about the past week.. What I've been doing.. etc.. Felt like I'm just living day by day, aimless.. Like waiting for death.. I've been out late everyday, and get home only like around 10pm.. The frequent nights out have caused me to feel really tired mentally.. I offered to wake Wilson up at 4am on Friday morning so he could study for his exam.. But I didn't hear the alarm! Sigh.. Thank goodness he managed to wake up by himself.. Or at least that was what it sounded like from his sms.. I feel so guilty even though he said it's ok.. *guilt eating me up* I remembered that Friday morning at 8am an sms from Camel woke me up.. I guess I could hear it because I'm out of the deep-sleep phase already.. I look at the time and I jumped!! 8am!! His paper starts at 9! Gosh I really panicked like hell as though it was my own paper. I called him immediately and he said he was packing, going to leave his house soon. Huh? So he managed to wake up on his own.. Ok.. Less guilty.. But still.. If he really had to depend on me to wake him up, he's really dead man.. That was as bad as any of the nightmares I normally have.. Just that this is real. *pengz*

Ok.. At least his exams are over now.. Theoretically speaking, I'll get to see him more often.. And I really hope that will be.. Nothing much for now.. Gonna start hunting for a job that has good pay and lasts me till end of the year.. Gotta save the money up for my studies that will most likely commence next year.. Anyone with good job recommendations please tell me ok..? I wanna start work in mid April.. Thanks alot..